Hi my name is Rebecca and I have forgotten what PASSION is, how to have it in my life.
There are some seriously good reason for this, which I could go into, but you might cry, get sad and well it's day 3 of a new year and I would prefer you to be happy and full of hope. :O) It's a New Year, anything is possible, let's keep with that!
I realize that when people here the word passion they think of passion in a relationship between lovers. Which is beautiful, but that is not what I have lost. I still get butterflies when my husband of 10 + years kisses me. But in stead I have let the circumstances of life over take me and where me down. And if I am being totally honest with you, for the last 18 months, the only time I hear that still small voice, that I have come to know as God, the question has been :
" What are YOU PASSIONATE about ? "
Me
"What are you Passionate about Lord?"
Him
" That is not what I asked you, what makes your heart beat, Rebecca?"
Me
"I'll go and do what ever you what."
Him
"Thank you, and I love that about you, but that is not what I am asking you to do at this time. I am asking you what are you Passionate about, what makes your heart cry out, what makes you feel alive."
Me:
... you could hear pins drop and I just turn and walk away.
So 2013 is going to be the year that reminds/helps me find what I am passionate about and remember how my heart beats with Gods and how my passions are His desires for my life. Hope that you enjoy this journey with me...
Can't wait for the next post. :-)
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